Class Entry 2

Am I feeling any better than yesterday? No.  No, not really. However, I wrote some really great lyrics.  I’m really proud of them actually so I’ll give you two lines:

The little, white statue in memory.
If God existed then why are you made of stone and not bone?

That’s all I’ve really been doing is writing, singing, and making music.  I’m in a funk right now and I completely expected it.  It’s mostly because I had five U2 concerts to look forward to last summer and I have literally nothing right now.  There’s nothing to be excited about.  My future is as bright as it is outside right now.  Don’t tell me I’m being negative because I’m about to tell you my reality.

I hate bitching to my friends because I feel like I bring people down with my sulky presence so here’s your personal story for the day.

My mom was supposedly cancer free but now the doctor needs to go back in for another sample because he needs to check another nodule that’s very deep. You’d think that’s the worst of it.  She’s not here mentally and hasn’t been for months.  She’s been seeing people who resemble someone who are either dead or not there.  This started before she even thought she had cancer.  “It’s because I’m going to die!”  How would you like to deal with your mom saying that to you?  And she refuses to go to a psychologist.

I’ve always had problems with my parents with alcohol, physical and emotional abuse, negligence, and their immature nature.  But, now it’s getting worse.  I want to be someone.  I don’t want a mediocre life.  I really want to be someone nobody will forget.  I’m just so frustrated with life right now.  I can’t work out because I have a disfigured knee that’s in pain constantly because of an accident in January.  I don’t have a car and will not have one.  My sister is fucking up her life more than I thought she was.  I’m stuck in a town where my degree is worthless.  And I may not be able to do anything I want as in graduate school or working abroad.  Why?  Because I’m the only adult in the house. 

Class Entry 1

   I spent a lifespan with no cellmate.

                 I feel it already, Interpol.  Thanks for reminding me of the alienation I will have to endure this summer.  That’s not being overdramatic, I think.  I guess I should have known to anticipate the complete void after last summer.  I was definitely beyond the legal limit of happiness while I was following my favorite band, U2, around.

                Despite all of the sweating and desperate running to get a great standing spot on the floor, it was the most perfect time in my life.  I had my hero, The Edge, giving me all of the attention in the world and handing me picks as though he was a flyer distributor.  I was slowly becoming friends with his guitar tech and Bono told me he would take me up on stage to play guitar with the band.  These are only a few examples of the ridiculous times I had. 

                So what am I to do now?  Two of my best friends who were with me on this insane trip are both doing their own thing now.  One is in Long Island and the other is in Wisconsin.  They feel so far away from me after we were so, very close last summer. 

                At least they aren’t in my position.  I’m finishing up the last seven credits for undergrad and working at a “McJob” while trying to jumpstart my career.  On a side note I’m building a portfolio for graduate school as well.  I’m not even sure if it’ll be worth it.  If I can’t get a loan myself my parents will not be onboard.  I feel as if I’m sinking farther into debt and misfortune.  I’m not even sure if I have the talent to pursue the music journalism field.  I don’t know if I have an ounce of skill to become a commercial photographer.  Everything I’ve ever questioned about myself needs an answer now.  Where’s U2 and Interpol now?  

This is what I’ve been doing.  Expect more of it.  

This is what I’ve been doing.  Expect more of it.  

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U(2011)

I felt like I was a character in “Almost Famous”, a cross breed between Kate Hudson’s Penny Lane and Patrick Fugit’s William Miller. I wasn’t travelling with the band.  I really couldn’t be considered a groupie since I never slept with the band, although Bono did kiss me once.  But I was a journalist in the making like William Miller.

Lack of a press badge meant no DSLR and no access.   But, here I was standing in a general admission pit along with thousands of other people ready to let the space station known as “the Claw” take me wherever it wanted to that night.

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U2 had disappointed me on their first leg of the “360” tour, in 2009.  Okay, so Bono is now 51, but that shouldn’t stop him or any of the band members from giving it their all.  But it was boring.  It wasn’t U2.  There was no spontaneity or any indication it was a rock show.  It could have been any show minus the giant “Claw” stage hanging above us like a huge reminder only U2 would do this.

Unfortunately, even the large, impressive technologically advanced set couldn’t save the tiresome, scripted production.  The same setlist every night was not a U2 thing to do. And they were doing it.  Was that supposed to be shocking in itself?  The monotonous, obvious way this show was practically part of their daily routine was almost disturbing.

Sure, “The Unforgettable Fire” was incredible to hear.  The guitar sound was clear, crisp, just a better quality than the 80s sound.  And the backing tracks were absolutely perfect, leaving no room for complaint. 

U2 finally took a risk toward the middle of their set list with “Your Blue Room”, a song from the Passengers album. “Your Blue Room” is ethereal and works around the space of the music rather than just to fill the air.  Of course, since not too many people knew the song well, U2 dropped it almost instantly barely giving the song a chance live. “Your Blue Room” was an obscure song to even the biggest of fans.  The risk apparently wasn’t worth a few minutes of mystery that could lose the crowd’s interest.

The hauntingly gorgeous tune “Ultraviolet” made an appearance in the first encore.   It was overshadowed by hits such as “One” and “Mysterious Ways” on the successful Achtung Baby but it finally got its day in the sun.  Complete with Bono wearing a LED jacket, the hurt imbedded in “Ultraviolet” really cries for attention in this performance.  “Ultraviolet” was a well-chosen and crowd-loving piece, something U2 failed to do throughout most of the set.

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During the 2011 tour the moving bridges above the audience, LED jackets, and giant screens surrounding the stage made it a delight to stare at while waiting.  But eventually my patience wore thin.  Then “Space Oddity” emanated from the speakers and the lights dimmed down.  The dry ice machines were switched on and the crowd’s voices overpowered David Bowie’s. 

Opening up with “Even Better than the Real Thing” was pure genius on U2’s part.  It was fun and so very different from their usual drab.  Whereas on the last leg, “Breathe” might have been a great choice for someone like me, but most fans didn’t exactly understand the new material from No Line on the Horizon.

Only a few songs into the set, they played “Out of Control” from their first album, Boy.  Suddenly mental glimpses of their 17-year-old selves were an added bonus.  Soldier Field wasn’t large enough to contain the energy that was being thrown from the band to the audience and vice versa.  This was U2, and Chicago was in for a ride.

Every song was filled with energy and joyfulness.  The band was smiling and engaging the audiences just as in their 2005 Vertigo shows.  If bassist Adam Clayton smiled anymore his face would have fallen off.  If guitarist Edge jumped anymore he probably wouldn’t be able to walk the next day.  

Maybe they hadn’t been ready to play stadiums again in the states in 2009.  But, whatever the case was, they were ready now.

By the time the band reached the most anticipated song of the set, everyone was howling.   The LED lights fell down like a curtain over the band as the intricate weaving of keyboard and heavy tremolo with signature echo moved the crowd to another place.  When they finally got to “Zooropa,” which had not been played since its release in 1993, the result was uplifting and inspirational.     

“Uncertainty can be a guiding light.”  There were crazy flashing lights, empowering lyrics, and music so transcending, it took you to a new state of being.  This was ecstasy without the terrible consequences of the drug.

Even the classics were played in high spirits, as if new light was shed onto every single note.  U2 could have ended there and things would have been impressive enough but they pushed it.

As Bono bantered before the last song he mentioned his friend Greg Carroll.

“Not to be too nostalgic, but it seems to be the right thing. Yesterday, 25 years ago we lost a really great friend.  His name was Greg Carroll.  And we wrote a song for him which we are not going to play for you now.”  The crowd booed.  Bono paused, and said, “Well.  Maybe we will.”

U2 played through their usual closer, “Moment of Surrender” and just as it was about to end as expected the band huddled together, arms entwined so no one could see what was up their sleeves.

“Here’s the deal.  If we screw up really badly, you don’t put it on the Internet. Fair?”  Bono joked.

As everyone whipped out their compact cameras, the band prepared to play “One Tree Hill”, a Joshua Tree non-hit favorite.

“Edge looks real confident,” Bono laughed at his bandmate.

The guitar god fumbled over some notes revealing that he’s in fact human. 

 “For fuck’s sake!”  Edge cried.  And then we heard “One Tree Hill”.  It went from calm vocals and mellow guitar to a solo showcasing Edge’s talent and Bono crying out for his friend Carroll: “And when it’s raining, raining hard.  That’s when the rain will break my heart.” 

“Run to the ocean.  Run to the sea.”  Sorry, Chicago that wasn’t the wind blowing you away.  That was U2.

This one show alone beat out anything they attempted to do in 2009.  “The Claw” was too much to conquer all at once but these four men figured it out eventually.  They needed to bring forth the passion they’ve always had for music and their audience. On this second leg, U2 came back into their own, true selves in a sweep after playing a few magical, spiritual shows they’re known for.

I finally saw the Pearl Jam documentary directed by Mr. Cameron Crowe.
This is the perfect example of why music documentaries move me.  
I love how grunge and other influential bands were featured among Pearl Jam’s story.  It was like the film tried teaching you about the grunge scene more than just handing you a bunch of facts about Pearl Jam along with a few interviews.
As a musician, I love when music documentaries inspire you so much it’s carried with you throughout the day or more.  It’s even better when you actually want to pursue something musically farther because of it.  
There aren’t too many music docs. that can totally move a person but I’d have to say this one will definitely be placed in the It Might Get Loud section.

I finally saw the Pearl Jam documentary directed by Mr. Cameron Crowe.

This is the perfect example of why music documentaries move me.  

I love how grunge and other influential bands were featured among Pearl Jam’s story.  It was like the film tried teaching you about the grunge scene more than just handing you a bunch of facts about Pearl Jam along with a few interviews.

As a musician, I love when music documentaries inspire you so much it’s carried with you throughout the day or more.  It’s even better when you actually want to pursue something musically farther because of it.  

There aren’t too many music docs. that can totally move a person but I’d have to say this one will definitely be placed in the It Might Get Loud section.

90s cereal+90s playlist.
She’s So High-Tal BachmanClosing Time-SemisonicWaterfalls-TLCJump Around-House of PainSemi-Charmed Life-Third Eye BlindTwo Princes-Spin DoctorsMo’ Money, Mo’ Problems-Notorious B.I.G. Run Around-Blues TravelerGet What You Give-The RadicalsEvery Morning- Sugar RayBreakfast at Tiffany’s-Deep Blue Something3 A.M.-Matchbox TwentyOnly Wanna Be With You-Hootie & the BlowfishIris-Goo Goo DollsNever Gonna Get It-En VogueOnce- Pearl JamMan in the Box-Alice in ChainsOne-U2

90s cereal+90s playlist.

She’s So High-Tal Bachman
Closing Time-Semisonic
Waterfalls-TLC
Jump Around-House of Pain
Semi-Charmed Life-Third Eye Blind
Two Princes-Spin Doctors
Mo’ Money, Mo’ Problems-Notorious B.I.G.
Run Around-Blues Traveler
Get What You Give-The Radicals
Every Morning- Sugar Ray
Breakfast at Tiffany’s-Deep Blue Something
3 A.M.-Matchbox Twenty
Only Wanna Be With You-Hootie & the Blowfish
Iris-Goo Goo Dolls
Never Gonna Get It-En Vogue
Once- Pearl Jam
Man in the Box-Alice in Chains
One-U2

bono on Flickr.

bono on Flickr.

For those who use this word interchangeably.

According to Urban Dictionary,

indie- (n) an obscure form of rock which you only learn about from someone slightly more hip than yourself.

mikemccreadypj:

Thanks Canada!!! What a fun tour!

Mike McCready can play guitar behind his back.  What can you do?

mikemccreadypj:

Thanks Canada!!! What a fun tour!

Mike McCready can play guitar behind his back.  What can you do?